My 2006 Melody

There’s always that one person that will always have your heart
You'll never see it coming cause you’re blinded from the start
Know that you’re that one for me, it’s clear for everyone to see
Ooh baby
You'll always be my boo

I love you and I need you baby
I love you, I do need you
No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I'm with my boo
Boy ya know I'm crazy over you

I haven't got a clue if you're the one
But I like you & ooh I like how you make me feel
I wanna do this right
Don't wanna waste this night
But I'm drowning
Drowning in your love
Bring me flowers and talk for hours
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel

Vague sound of rain
Pierces through my song again
But I get distracted by the way his toes move when he plays
So I let it burn
I just poured my heart out
There's bits of it on the floor
But I'll take whats left of it and rinse it under cold water
And call him up for more

Poor little misunderstood baby
No one likes a sad face
But I can't remember my life without him
I think I did have good days
And why can't you just hold me

And I dance to move only you
And I fight to kiss and make up
I scream for some silence
I laugh to laugh for once
Not there so you notice I'm gone
And I breathe cause its necessary
And I sigh when I see the moon
I dream to make sleep less boring
Until there was you

I told myself that today was gonna be the day
No more excuses cause I knew exactly what to say
Was gonna make my play but just like yesterday
My mind erased and I let the moment slip away
Another night got me sitting here all on my own
Picking up the phone but I can't get passed the dial tone
Racking my brain going insane again and again
I can't keep going this way

Mi amor
I'm not sure of the right words to say
Maybe these simple words
Would be best to best explain
How I feel in my heart
What I feel more each day
How to make you see
How to let you know
How to see how to say
How I love you so

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there
Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

I'm thinking its a sign
That the freckles in our eyes
Are mirror images and when we kiss
They're perfectly aligned
I have have to speculate
That God himself did make us
Into corresponding shapes
Like puzzle pieces from the clay
And true it may seem like a stretch
But it's thoughts like this that catch
My puzzled head when you're away
And I am missing you to death

Bye Bye 06

Well 2006.

You didn't suck so bad.
You weren't great but,
05' was definately the worst.

As for New Years Resolutions.

I wanna lose 30 lbs by my b-day.

& I wanna start saving money.
So I made that page on kaboodle and instead of buying everything I want all in one paycheck I'm going to buy one thing per paycheck.

Yep.

Also I wanna post everyday.
But I don't wanna make too many resolutions.

xoxo
miss.katie

I Hate Water!

So I'm going to diet on Iced Tea and non-fast food.
I'm going to bike for an hour every morning and take a 30 minute walk at night.
I'm going to bike everywhere I need to go.
Then when I start going to Pierce I'm going to be on swimming.

Skippy is my new walking buddy.
I also think that I have insomnia.
It's like I'm sleepy but I can't sleep and by the time I get to sleep its like 6 in the morning. It's really annoying because I don't have time for anything.

Ricardo's Birthday is in four days!! YAYA!

Well I guess that's just about it.

xoxo
miss.insomniac

Wanna get me something for Christmas?

Wanna get me something for Christmas, but don't know exactly what.

http://www.kaboodle.com/lilbabykatie89/lilbabykatie89s-wish-list.html

Go there to find my wish list with plenty of items that spark my interest

Rawr?

I'm tired of people calling me fat. Especially when I'm not that fat. Yeah I could lose some weight, but like I always say I'd rather be fat and happy than skinny and miserable. Then I'm just contradicting myself.

Rawr.

It sucks. But I do need to lose some weight. I'd be happy if I lost a good thirty pounds. Then, I'd be more than happy with myself. I hate be lazy and unmotivated.

SOMEBODY MOTIVATE ME!!

I'm going to make another goal that will probably end up dead with the others, but here it goes.
By March 10 or earlier I will successfully lose 30 lbs. Which is 10 lbs per month. Which is 2.5 lbs per week. Weigh-ins will be every Sunday when I wake up. There will be no more Del Taco food, even if it is free, and no more eating out, unless I reach my 2.5 lb weight goal on that Sunday. It will begin today when I wake up and there will be severe details about my struggle goal every single day. I'm going to do every little thing in my power to lose this weight and if I don't then I will just take some stupid dietary supplement haha.

xoxo
miss.determined.katie

No More Paradise

Have you ever forgotten how to breathe?
Forgotten how to speak, hear, and see.
Where each breath is pure unbearable pain
And the voices in your head drive you insane.

You realize you're no longer in paradise
And you'll have to make every sacrifice
Just to breathe in
And out.

Have you ever forgotten how to smile?
Lost your patience for more than a while
Where everyone is laughing at you
And all your love turns untrue

You realize you're no longer in paradise
And you'll have to make every sacrifice
Only to move.
Only you.

So if there are any of you who want to buy me something beautiful and expensive.

Here are some fantabulous gift ideas.

;D

This lovely Dark Grey "Staircase"

Can be found at Hollister Co.

Or you can simply click on it.

Only $99.50 =P

This lovely bit can also be found at Hollister Co.
Also it can be clicked upon
$34.50

Hot Topic
Bloo Shirt
Everyone knows or should know that Bloo is my good luck symbol
$19.
You know you want to click it

Victoria's Secret
Stawberries & Champagne Scent
Lotion & Body Spray
Juss Click it..

Muchos Gracias
&&
Good Morning

miss.christmas.crazed.katie

Wow

I've just been thinking a hella lot about how this year has gone by so fast, and how much I've changed and such. I mean I'm in the longest relationship I've ever been in. It'll be 10 months on December 18 (Ricardo's Bday.) Which in reality is nothing at all. My interests, tastes, and values are all changing as well.

Wow. Only one month left until 2007. All my old friends are graduating and I'm 17 and work at Del Taco. So now I'm going to make some goals, realistic or not, just for the sake of feeling like I have something to live for and be proud of.

1. Successfully be attending Pierce College as a full time student by 01/02/07 when the Winter Intersession starts.
2. Work a full time consistent schedule with my own shift at Del Taco by 01/01/07.
3. Go to the Gym every morning, start eating healthier, and actually have "me time," sometimes.
4. Be at a healthy weight by 06/01/2007 or earlier.
4. Successfully speak spanish by 01/01/08.
5. Open another savings account which will be for a car that I will have by 09/07/07. The savings account will then become for education and emergency only.
6. My already active savings account will become "Katie's Shopping Savings" and everytime the amount reaches $400 I will spend $250 on myself. The rest will be for Christmas and other Holidays.