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1. The age you will be on your next birthday:


2. A place you’d like to travel:


3. Your favorite place:


4. Your favorite object:


5. Your favorite food:

AND!!


6. Your favorite animal:

AWH!

AWHHH!

AWHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
& FINALLY AND YES THEY ARE REAL!

AWWWWWWWWWWWHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH LIL MONKEY!


7. Your favorite color:
1.

8. The town in which you were born:


9. The town in which you live:



10. The name of a past pet:

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I MISS BONGO AND GNARLS!

11. Wish List Item:

12. Your nickname/screen name:


13. You favorite restaurant:


14. Your middle name:


15. Your last name:


16. A bad habit of yours:


17. Your first job:


18. Your favorite sports team:


19. What your plans are today?:


20. What you should be doing right now instead of this survey?

Boredddd

Man today is stressful.
I'm trying to figure out what song to sing at this years choir talent show themed oldies. Unfortunately, the oldies ends at 1979, and the songs that I would want to sing are from 81'. Whatever, maybe I just won't do it. It's in three weeks and I don't think I want to have to prepare for it in that short amount of time.
School starts tomorrow. Blehh.
I have to wash all my clothes and clean my room.
Call Starbucks about the job.
Get all my crap ready for school.
Deposit my check.
Go to Choir Practice.
Manage to eat something.
Blehhh.
Meradee should be outta school soon so she can help me haha.
On top of it. I had the worst dream of my life. The ones that are sad so it make you sad all dayy. Yepp. Blehh.
Oh well I should probably stop doing this and go do the things that I need to do.

It's 2008!!!!

This year should be awesome. I'm going to graduate and then start college. I will eventually get my tattoo since I've found one that will actually mean something to me. I will not make anything that I do appear to be regretful in my heart. I won't give my heart any reason to regret anything. My other New Years' Resolution is to catch up with old friends who have given me known reason not to trust them, and also mend the relationships with old friends who HAVE given me reason not to trust them. I will be more understanding that people make mistakes and that people try to fix those mistakes.

I cannot wait for this year to actually be started. It's going to be awesome!


P.S: I will try to post almost everyday so I have solid memories. It probably won't happen but it is something that I would like

Resolutions

I'm actually making some for the new year and I'm doing it not just to write some but because I actually want them to happen:

+I want to lose AT LEAST 14 pounds by May 29th, 2008+
+I want to be done with high school by May 29th, 2008+
+I want to find a job that is not seasonal or full time+
+I want to find a part time job where I'm treated fairly+
+I want to start taking piano lessons and Italian classes+
+I want to be attending a community college by September 2008+

Yepp okay, bye.

On Life.

I love my job at Borders [In the café]
I'm loving Winter Break and I don't want it to be over.
NO SCHOOL CURRENTLY UNTIL JANUARY 8th!!!

The only thing I desperately need is a CAR.
It's a horrible expensive blehhhh thing to need =[
But other than that all is well and good.
I'm happy and especially in the Christmas spirit this year.

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Where are you Christmas
Why can't I find you
Why have you gone away
Where is the laughter
You used to bring me
Why can't I hear music play

My world is changing
I'm rearranging
Does that mean Christmas changes too

Where are you Christmas
Do you remember
The one you used to know
I'm not the same one
See what the time's done
Is that why you have let me go

Christmas is here
Everywhere, oh
Christmas is here
If you care, oh

If there is love in your heart and your mind
You will feel like Christmas all the time

I feel you Christmas
I know I've found you
You never fade away
The joy of Christmas
Stays here inside us
Fills each and every heart with love

Where are you Christmas
Fill your heart with love

On Sadness

I know where happiness is. I've found it before. It is deep beneath your veins and blood vessels screaming to get out. It runs so hot and begs for release. Here is where I arrive at an impass. What shall I do? Should I ignore it and go on unhappy or should I tear out my veins for a taste of this sweet beautiful happiness that I know I've never felt?

Sacrifice

Hello my friend we meet again,
it's been a while, where should we begin,
feels like forever,
within my heart are memories,
of perfect love that you gave to me,
I remember.

Chorus:
When you are with me, I'm free,
I'm careless, I believe,
Above all the others, we'll fly,
this brings tears to my eyes.

My sacrifice.

We've seen our share of ups and downs,
oh, how quickly life can turn around,
in an instant,
it feels so good to reunite,
within yourself, and within your mind,
Let´s find peace there.

Chorus

I just want to say hello again,
I just want to say hello again,

Chorus 2 times

my sacrifice (I just want to say hello again.)
I just want to say hello again.

My Sacrifice

-Creed

Hmmm

I'm a little behind on school these days cuz life has been pretty blahhh
Things are starting to look up.
My hand hurts like a bitch cuz I hit it on a chair yesterday.
I don't know if I should go to community college or just take the chance and apply to colleges now.

I'm thinking just community college. It's cheaper and all and that way I won't waste money on college apps.

I think that I will look for a job after this semester is over so that I have some money saved up. I will be needing a car in the near future.

I drove on the freeway yesterday =]

Me and my sister were Pink Ladies for Halloween and we went Trick or Treating in Moorpark. I swear to God I will trick or treat as long as I can. If I wear a mask I'll get away with it considering I'm short and all and they won't think I'm a "big-kid." Kristine almost got bit by a territorial pitbull because when it growled at her she did the dumbest of dumb things...she RAN...dumb dumb McDumbHeadddd

So yeah..

I'm going to take some history notes now..

Laterr..

Boredome

Grammatically correct, different survey. 105 questions
Are you a klepto(maniac)? :	Haha No
Who would win in a fight between a polar bear and a Raptor? :	I'm thinking the Raptor
What's a really bad personal experience you have gone through? :	There's a few
Single? :	Nope
What grade are you in(if appliccable)? :	12
What do you do in your free time? :	Schoolwork
Do you play an instrument? :	I wish
Do you like drawing and/or painting? :	Not really
What's your favorite TV show? :	Futurama & Family Guy
Do you Share/Download files on a huge scale? :	Yep
What's the scariest movie you have ever seen? :	There's a few..hmm..honestly 28 Weeks Later and Hills have Eyes
What is the longest you have ever studyed for? :	I don't know
Are you in a band? :	No
What would you do if you had no internet? :	Read
What famous person can you not stand? :	Lindsay Lohan..Blehhh
What's the first forum you posted in? :	HUH
Have you been to a concert? :	Nope
>Do you have a job? :	Nope
If you could move anywhere, where would you move? :	Alaska
Are you a member of any kind of club at your school? :	Choir..Once Upon a Time..might join GSA tomorrow
What's the most outrageous thing you've ever worn? :	Haha Halloween Freshman Year bahaha
What's the most embarassing thing you have ever done? :	Haha well..I have a tendancy of running into things..and falling over..
Do you like cheese? :	Yeah..
About how much time daily do you spend on a computer? :	My school is online..
Do you collect anything? :	Hello Kitty
Do you believe in evolution? :	Yeah
What's your fav. movie genre? :	Horror and Thriller
Who has the best smile that you know of? :	My boyfriend =]
Do you have anything planned for the next weekend? :	Sadly no..
What was the best memory made so far this? :	There's so many
What is the last movie you saw? :	Um 28 Weeks Later..NETFLIX WOOT
Worst music video ever? :	"My Humps" Black Eyed Peas
Do you use Firefox, if yes, how many add-ons do you have with it :	No
Is your computer organized? :	I try..
If you could change anything about today's society..? :	Well I'd definately murder Bush happily..haha
What is the most loving and caring thing anyone has ever done? :	=] I'll keep that to myself.. =]
Have you ever broken a bone? :	BAHAHA
What is the most pain you have caused yourself? :	Well my back hurts like the fattest lady ever sat on it..in a lot of pain right now ouch =[
Do you like stand up comedy? :	HELL YESS
Have you done anything considered 'Jackass' :	No ew..stupid crap
Do you know anyone who is adopted? :	Kinda..I know them..but don't like them
What was the last grade you received? :	um an A
What's the last thing someone gave you? :	Flowers
Who is the tallest person you know? :	Daniel King
Someone doesn't drink and do drugs, narrow minded or healthy? :	Wait..what? I saw healthy..cuz I'm defiantely NOT narrow minded and I don't do stupid shit
Are you a picky eater? :	Yeah
How many times do you chew on your food? :	I don't count?
Ever had the urge to kiss someone, but didn't? :	Yeah
Last time you had a fever? :	Like two weeks ago
Name something bitter tasting you like? :	I don't know?
Describe life in a metaphore (Life is like... )? :	"Life is like a Mr G joke..I don't get it" ooh and I like, "Life is a whim of several billion cells to be you for a while."
Are you dirty minded? :	Sometimes
Choose: Pure or Mixed? :	Pure
Do you like sadistic humor? :	Sometimes
What are you addicted to? :	Um..Gum
If you'd be granted 1 SELFLESS wish, what would it be? :	I don't know
How would you act around your greatest (famous) idol? :	I'd permenantly attach myself to their leg
What toddler show scares you? :	Doodlebops AHHHH
Bread cut horizontally or diagonally? :	Diagonally
Was your dad your mother's first? :	No
Who's the black sheep of the family? :	I don't know
What does your favorite shower gel smell like? :	Vanilla
What's something you love about one of your siblings? :	I dunno
If you were to be famous, would your last name be appropriat.? :	Yeah
What flavour is your mouth tainted with? :	Starbucks
Do you think you look different on pictures? :	Yeah
Can you type basic html? :	Yeah
Grab a book, flip open on random page, what's the 5ft word? :	The nearest book is too far
Do you have headaches alot? when you do, do you take meds.? :	asldkfja
Do you like to control or be controlled? :	Control
Have you ever been or attempted to be on a diet? :	Attempted
Buy fireworks or just watch other people's? :	Buy them and set them off in the middle of the street where its illegal haha
Count up all MB/GB's of all mp3players you have had? :	NO
How many people do you think would cry if you died? :	I hope so
What subject do you know more about than your parents? :	Um..I don't know..
What new album are you looking out for? :	None..
What would be the best way to punish you? :	Um most punishments are ineffective
What did you lose recently? :	My stepdad
What did you find back recently? :	I don't know
Have you ever been afraid you'd fail in school? :	Yeah
What do you think when people whisper? :	What a HO
Do you ever cover up emotions with humor? :	Yeah
Who is the hugest liar you know? :	Umm theres a few...who will remain unsaid
Are your parents good examples? :	Sure?
Are you afraid of needles? :	No
Favorite kind of cookie? :	Chocolate Chip
If you have siblings, how many years are you apart? :	4 1/2
What avatar are you using on your IM? :	Huh?
What do you like to put on your sandwich? :	Turkey, Ranch, Swiss
Do you read a daily comic? :	No
Do you ever look up songs on lyrics? :	Yeah
What's a trait you got from your father? :	Um..I don't know..my brown hair?
What's a train you got from your mother? :	Blue Eyes..
Do you like male or female vocalists more? :	I like both just the same thank you very much
Name two of your favorite shows, what do they have in common? :	Futurama and Family Guy they are both stupid inappropriate cartoons that play on adult swim
What do you wish you were good at? :	Um..Drawing?
What would be the greatest thing about having children? :	Watching them grow..
Are you materialistic? :	Kinda..
What's your sleeping position? :	Stomach..
What do all people you have ever 'liked' in common? :	?
Do you do your own laundry? :	Yeah
Do you make your own lunch? :	Yeah
Who's the youngest person you know to have a baby? :	um Veronica AGE 14 really sad..
What's on your wishlist right now? :	new iPOD..new digital camera..
Tell me something about the person you copied this from? :	asldjfad
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"Perfect" - Simple Plan

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time
Doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that I'm all right
And you can't change me

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorryI can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and we can't go back
I'm sorryI can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you
But you don't understand

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and we can't go back
I'm sorryI can't be perfect

1. life motto?Never write what you don't want read.
2. Do you still talk to the person you kissed last?Yeah.
3. Have you ever punched a tree?A tree. NoA wall. YesA person. Yes
4. Do you believe that if you want something bad enough you'll get it?It's not that easy.You have to work for what you want.And you can't let any person or thing get in your way.
5. Do you watch a lot of TV?Mehh.
6. Have you tried ecstasy?No.
7. Have you ever snuck out of your house?Yeah
8. Kill or Be killed?Be Killed.
9. Break someone's heart or have your heart broken?My heart broken.I guess I'm used to it haha.
10. Never sleep or never eat?Never eat.
11. Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off?Ricardo.
12. Would you ever get a tattoo?Yeah
13. Who was the last person you dreamt about?Last night I had a dream.That I was dead.
14. Are you a morning person or a night person?Night
15. What's the meanest thing you've ever done to someone?Talk shit.
16. Have you ever flashed someone.Haha.
17. Do you snore?When I'm sick.
18. Have you ever gotten a hickey?Yeah
20. What would you do if you opened up your front door to a dead body?I'd laugh and be like, "where's ashton?"
21. Have you ever kissed in the rain?Yeah
23. Are you there for your friends?Yeah
25. Do you like to spend time with people?Yeah
27. Are you hungry?No
28. Are you a forgiving person?YeahToo forgiving
29. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?Both.Haha.
32. Are you talking to anyone while doing this?Yeah. Evan
36. Have you ever fallen down a set of stairs?Yeah.At Universal Studios,Painful memory.SOO MANY STAIRS.
39. What are you listening to right now?Mad World - Gary JulesSAD FUCKING SONG
40. Done anything you regret so far in life?Nahh.I'm lying.Totally.
41. Where are you right now?At my computer.
42. The highlight of your week?Um.Uhh.It's only tuesday.Hasn't happened yet.
43. What are you wanting to have right now?I kinda am depressed.And I wish I was happy.So happiness.And money.
44. Who were the last people you ate with?Myself.Sad huh?
45. What are you scared of?Um.Burning.To death.Ouch.
47. Last song you sang out loud?small enough - nicole nordman
48. Are you thinking of someone right now?no
49. Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?um.my mom.fun fun.
50. Last thing you downloaded on your computer?music.
51. Have you changed much this year?i guess.i havent really noticed.same old shit.different day.i guess i haven't changed.
52. Do you like moms?sure.?
53. Hug or kiss?i need a hug today
54. Where was the last place you went besides where you are?st cyril
55. Who was the last person to IM you?evan
56. Who was the last person you told you love them?ricardo
57. Where are your parents?mom on couch.i don't have a father.
58. Where do you sleep?my bed?
59. Where do you shop the most?ralphs.mall.
60. Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?tillys

=[

Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems likes it's been forever
Since you've been gone

And maybe....Just maybe...
Forever is a scary place..

=[

Depressed

Even though I'm incredibly depressed

Choir was still amazing =]
And I start at rite aid today.

=]]]]

Well as we know my 18th is coming in about a month.
So if you wanna buy me something *wink wink*
Here's a couple of ideas haha


http://www.kaboodle.com/misskatherineleigh

Bored

Have I ever told you that Bob Saget is incredibly lame and not funny.

Sorry its just I always end up posting when Funniest Home Videos is on =\

Wellll I start at Rite Aid next week and as usual life in pretty uneventful.

I'ma be 18 in like a month!! YAY!!

=]

10 more days til school =\

My tummy hurts and I'm gonna go to sleep

Rite Aidddd

I start next week =]

Rite Aid

Interview tomorrow at 12:30

=]

Registration

Well I went to registration today and unlike the last time I went to registration it fortunately only took 10 minutes. Which is way better than two and a half hours.

Unfortuantely my counselor wasn't there so I don't know what classes I'm taking and I won't know until the tenth.

Rawrrr...?

Duke is going to talk to the manager at Rite Aid to see whats going down.

Yeppp

School

I'm getting pretty excited about school with registration tomorrow and all.

I'm really excited to graduate =]

I'm gonna take my classes at granada and I think that I'm going to take a Child Development class and a Intro to Business class just to experiment.

I hope to get the job at Rite Aid to just to have a bit of money, but whatever I really just want a small job so I have a little bit of money.

I guess I should go to sleep cuz I'm waking up at 6AM

Later

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I like to spin around in circles until I throw up.

I'm bored.

I wish Rite Aid would call and hire me =[

I'm going to registration tomorrow.

Ssneads

i wlil nveer be petryt or sninky or samrt

i wlil neerv be ayghnint ttah i wtna to be

i wlli nrvee gte to wrea a bkniii

my shmaotc wlil nveer be ftla

i wlil awlyas be fta adn ulyg

i wn'to aomslhiccp agynihnt iprtntmoa

i wlli ayaswl be a sda lttlie gril

Summer =[

Wells its been one hell of a summer and I'm kind of thankful that its almost gonna be over.

I pulled off a B in Geometry which isn't half bad considering that I missed a shit load of days due to the passing away of my step father Richard Bashara.

R.I.P
Richard N Bashara.
7.10.07

Ricardo and I had the biggest fight of all time, but thank goodness that everything is okay there.

I'm stressing out about next year.
I have registration on monday.
I'm sick.
I got my belly button pierced.
I finally have my birth certificate.

I have a headache that won't go away.

I don't have a job at the moment, but I will probably get hired at Rite Aid and get to work with my homay Duke.

I'm very sad that the last Harry Potter book came out and I read it in a day.

Bob Saget is a very not funny moron.

I still have a headache and really want to throw up.

I'm tired and I miss my baby Ricardo.

I hate the hot. =[

Good night.

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Fine is far from what I am.

But don't worry about me.

I just don't want to talk to anybody right now.

R.I.P

Richard N Bashara

7.10.07

News!

Haha I'm transferring Del Tacos again.

I'm moving down the street to the pretty much brand new not even a year old Del Taco on Sepulveda and Nordhoff. They have pretty touch screen registers and everythings not ghetto! YAY! Well yeah.

Besides that, I have summer school tomorrow *fart noise*

That's all