12.29.2007

Resolutions

I'm actually making some for the new year and I'm doing it not just to write some but because I actually want them to happen:

+I want to lose AT LEAST 14 pounds by May 29th, 2008+
+I want to be done with high school by May 29th, 2008+
+I want to find a job that is not seasonal or full time+
+I want to find a part time job where I'm treated fairly+
+I want to start taking piano lessons and Italian classes+
+I want to be attending a community college by September 2008+

Yepp okay, bye.

12.21.2007

On Life.

I love my job at Borders [In the café]
I'm loving Winter Break and I don't want it to be over.
NO SCHOOL CURRENTLY UNTIL JANUARY 8th!!!

The only thing I desperately need is a CAR.
It's a horrible expensive blehhhh thing to need =[
But other than that all is well and good.
I'm happy and especially in the Christmas spirit this year.

12.17.2007

=\

Where are you Christmas
Why can't I find you
Why have you gone away
Where is the laughter
You used to bring me
Why can't I hear music play

My world is changing
I'm rearranging
Does that mean Christmas changes too

Where are you Christmas
Do you remember
The one you used to know
I'm not the same one
See what the time's done
Is that why you have let me go

Christmas is here
Everywhere, oh
Christmas is here
If you care, oh

If there is love in your heart and your mind
You will feel like Christmas all the time

I feel you Christmas
I know I've found you
You never fade away
The joy of Christmas
Stays here inside us
Fills each and every heart with love

Where are you Christmas
Fill your heart with love

11.18.2007

On Sadness

I know where happiness is. I've found it before. It is deep beneath your veins and blood vessels screaming to get out. It runs so hot and begs for release. Here is where I arrive at an impass. What shall I do? Should I ignore it and go on unhappy or should I tear out my veins for a taste of this sweet beautiful happiness that I know I've never felt?

Sacrifice

Hello my friend we meet again,
it's been a while, where should we begin,
feels like forever,
within my heart are memories,
of perfect love that you gave to me,
I remember.

Chorus:
When you are with me, I'm free,
I'm careless, I believe,
Above all the others, we'll fly,
this brings tears to my eyes.

My sacrifice.

We've seen our share of ups and downs,
oh, how quickly life can turn around,
in an instant,
it feels so good to reunite,
within yourself, and within your mind,
Let´s find peace there.

Chorus

I just want to say hello again,
I just want to say hello again,

Chorus 2 times

my sacrifice (I just want to say hello again.)
I just want to say hello again.

My Sacrifice

-Creed

11.02.2007

Hmmm

I'm a little behind on school these days cuz life has been pretty blahhh
Things are starting to look up.
My hand hurts like a bitch cuz I hit it on a chair yesterday.
I don't know if I should go to community college or just take the chance and apply to colleges now.

I'm thinking just community college. It's cheaper and all and that way I won't waste money on college apps.

I think that I will look for a job after this semester is over so that I have some money saved up. I will be needing a car in the near future.

I drove on the freeway yesterday =]

Me and my sister were Pink Ladies for Halloween and we went Trick or Treating in Moorpark. I swear to God I will trick or treat as long as I can. If I wear a mask I'll get away with it considering I'm short and all and they won't think I'm a "big-kid." Kristine almost got bit by a territorial pitbull because when it growled at her she did the dumbest of dumb things...she RAN...dumb dumb McDumbHeadddd

So yeah..

I'm going to take some history notes now..

Laterr..

10.24.2007

Boredome

Grammatically correct, different survey. 105 questions
Are you a klepto(maniac)?
:
Haha No
Who would win in a fight between a polar bear and a Raptor?
:
I'm thinking the Raptor
What's a really bad personal experience you have gone through?
:
There's a few
Single?
:
Nope
What grade are you in(if appliccable)?
:
12
What do you do in your free time?
:
Schoolwork
Do you play an instrument?
:
I wish
Do you like drawing and/or painting?
:
Not really
What's your favorite TV show?
:
Futurama & Family Guy
Do you Share/Download files on a huge scale?
:
Yep
What's the scariest movie you have ever seen?
:
There's a few..hmm..honestly 28 Weeks Later and Hills have Eyes
What is the longest you have ever studyed for?
:
I don't know
Are you in a band?
:
No
What would you do if you had no internet?
:
Read
What famous person can you not stand?
:
Lindsay Lohan..Blehhh
What's the first forum you posted in?
:
HUH
Have you been to a concert?
:
Nope
>Do you have a job?
:
Nope
If you could move anywhere, where would you move?
:
Alaska
Are you a member of any kind of club at your school?
:
Choir..Once Upon a Time..might join GSA tomorrow
What's the most outrageous thing you've ever worn?
:
Haha Halloween Freshman Year bahaha
What's the most embarassing thing you have ever done?
:
Haha well..I have a tendancy of running into things..and falling over..
Do you like cheese?
:
Yeah..
About how much time daily do you spend on a computer?
:
My school is online..
Do you collect anything?
:
Hello Kitty
Do you believe in evolution?
:
Yeah
What's your fav. movie genre?
:
Horror and Thriller
Who has the best smile that you know of?
:
My boyfriend =]
Do you have anything planned for the next weekend?
:
Sadly no..
What was the best memory made so far this?
:
There's so many
What is the last movie you saw?
:
Um 28 Weeks Later..NETFLIX WOOT
Worst music video ever?
:
"My Humps" Black Eyed Peas
Do you use Firefox, if yes, how many add-ons do you have with it
:
No
Is your computer organized?
:
I try..
If you could change anything about today's society..?
:
Well I'd definately murder Bush happily..haha
What is the most loving and caring thing anyone has ever done?
:
=] I'll keep that to myself.. =]
Have you ever broken a bone?
:
BAHAHA
What is the most pain you have caused yourself?
:
Well my back hurts like the fattest lady ever sat on it..in a lot of pain right now ouch =[
Do you like stand up comedy?
:
HELL YESS
Have you done anything considered 'Jackass'
:
No ew..stupid crap
Do you know anyone who is adopted?
:
Kinda..I know them..but don't like them
What was the last grade you received?
:
um an A
What's the last thing someone gave you?
:
Flowers
Who is the tallest person you know?
:
Daniel King
Someone doesn't drink and do drugs, narrow minded or healthy?
:
Wait..what? I saw healthy..cuz I'm defiantely NOT narrow minded and I don't do stupid shit
Are you a picky eater?
:
Yeah
How many times do you chew on your food?
:
I don't count?
Ever had the urge to kiss someone, but didn't?
:
Yeah
Last time you had a fever?
:
Like two weeks ago
Name something bitter tasting you like?
:
I don't know?
Describe life in a metaphore (Life is like... )?
:
"Life is like a Mr G joke..I don't get it" ooh and I like, "Life is a whim of several billion cells to be you for a while."
Are you dirty minded?
:
Sometimes
Choose: Pure or Mixed?
:
Pure
Do you like sadistic humor?
:
Sometimes
What are you addicted to?
:
Um..Gum
If you'd be granted 1 SELFLESS wish, what would it be?
:
I don't know
How would you act around your greatest (famous) idol?
:
I'd permenantly attach myself to their leg
What toddler show scares you?
:
Doodlebops AHHHH
Bread cut horizontally or diagonally?
:
Diagonally
Was your dad your mother's first?
:
No
Who's the black sheep of the family?
:
I don't know
What does your favorite shower gel smell like?
:
Vanilla
What's something you love about one of your siblings?
:
I dunno
If you were to be famous, would your last name be appropriat.?
:
Yeah
What flavour is your mouth tainted with?
:
Starbucks
Do you think you look different on pictures?
:
Yeah
Can you type basic html?
:
Yeah
Grab a book, flip open on random page, what's the 5ft word?
:
The nearest book is too far
Do you have headaches alot? when you do, do you take meds.?
:
asldkfja
Do you like to control or be controlled?
:
Control
Have you ever been or attempted to be on a diet?
:
Attempted
Buy fireworks or just watch other people's?
:
Buy them and set them off in the middle of the street where its illegal haha
Count up all MB/GB's of all mp3players you have had?
:
NO
How many people do you think would cry if you died?
:
I hope so
What subject do you know more about than your parents?
:
Um..I don't know..
What new album are you looking out for?
:
None..
What would be the best way to punish you?
:
Um most punishments are ineffective
What did you lose recently?
:
My stepdad
What did you find back recently?
:
I don't know
Have you ever been afraid you'd fail in school?
:
Yeah
What do you think when people whisper?
:
What a HO
Do you ever cover up emotions with humor?
:
Yeah
Who is the hugest liar you know?
:
Umm theres a few...who will remain unsaid
Are your parents good examples?
:
Sure?
Are you afraid of needles?
:
No
Favorite kind of cookie?
:
Chocolate Chip
If you have siblings, how many years are you apart?
:
4 1/2
What avatar are you using on your IM?
:
Huh?
What do you like to put on your sandwich?
:
Turkey, Ranch, Swiss
Do you read a daily comic?
:
No
Do you ever look up songs on lyrics?
:
Yeah
What's a trait you got from your father?
:
Um..I don't know..my brown hair?
What's a train you got from your mother?
:
Blue Eyes..
Do you like male or female vocalists more?
:
I like both just the same thank you very much
Name two of your favorite shows, what do they have in common?
:
Futurama and Family Guy they are both stupid inappropriate cartoons that play on adult swim
What do you wish you were good at?
:
Um..Drawing?
What would be the greatest thing about having children?
:
Watching them grow..
Are you materialistic?
:
Kinda..
What's your sleeping position?
:
Stomach..
What do all people you have ever 'liked' in common?
:
?
Do you do your own laundry?
:
Yeah
Do you make your own lunch?
:
Yeah
Who's the youngest person you know to have a baby?
:
um Veronica AGE 14 really sad..
What's on your wishlist right now?
:
new iPOD..new digital camera..
Tell me something about the person you copied this from?
:
asldjfad
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10.17.2007

"Perfect" - Simple Plan

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time
Doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that I'm all right
And you can't change me

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorryI can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and we can't go back
I'm sorryI can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you
But you don't understand

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and we can't go back
I'm sorryI can't be perfect

10.16.2007

1. life motto?Never write what you don't want read.
2. Do you still talk to the person you kissed last?Yeah.
3. Have you ever punched a tree?A tree. NoA wall. YesA person. Yes
4. Do you believe that if you want something bad enough you'll get it?It's not that easy.You have to work for what you want.And you can't let any person or thing get in your way.
5. Do you watch a lot of TV?Mehh.
6. Have you tried ecstasy?No.
7. Have you ever snuck out of your house?Yeah
8. Kill or Be killed?Be Killed.
9. Break someone's heart or have your heart broken?My heart broken.I guess I'm used to it haha.
10. Never sleep or never eat?Never eat.
11. Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off?Ricardo.
12. Would you ever get a tattoo?Yeah
13. Who was the last person you dreamt about?Last night I had a dream.That I was dead.
14. Are you a morning person or a night person?Night
15. What's the meanest thing you've ever done to someone?Talk shit.
16. Have you ever flashed someone.Haha.
17. Do you snore?When I'm sick.
18. Have you ever gotten a hickey?Yeah
20. What would you do if you opened up your front door to a dead body?I'd laugh and be like, "where's ashton?"
21. Have you ever kissed in the rain?Yeah
23. Are you there for your friends?Yeah
25. Do you like to spend time with people?Yeah
27. Are you hungry?No
28. Are you a forgiving person?YeahToo forgiving
29. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?Both.Haha.
32. Are you talking to anyone while doing this?Yeah. Evan
36. Have you ever fallen down a set of stairs?Yeah.At Universal Studios,Painful memory.SOO MANY STAIRS.
39. What are you listening to right now?Mad World - Gary JulesSAD FUCKING SONG
40. Done anything you regret so far in life?Nahh.I'm lying.Totally.
41. Where are you right now?At my computer.
42. The highlight of your week?Um.Uhh.It's only tuesday.Hasn't happened yet.
43. What are you wanting to have right now?I kinda am depressed.And I wish I was happy.So happiness.And money.
44. Who were the last people you ate with?Myself.Sad huh?
45. What are you scared of?Um.Burning.To death.Ouch.
47. Last song you sang out loud?small enough - nicole nordman
48. Are you thinking of someone right now?no
49. Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?um.my mom.fun fun.
50. Last thing you downloaded on your computer?music.
51. Have you changed much this year?i guess.i havent really noticed.same old shit.different day.i guess i haven't changed.
52. Do you like moms?sure.?
53. Hug or kiss?i need a hug today
54. Where was the last place you went besides where you are?st cyril
55. Who was the last person to IM you?evan
56. Who was the last person you told you love them?ricardo
57. Where are your parents?mom on couch.i don't have a father.
58. Where do you sleep?my bed?
59. Where do you shop the most?ralphs.mall.
60. Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?tillys

8.16.2007

=[

Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems likes it's been forever
Since you've been gone

And maybe....Just maybe...
Forever is a scary place..

=[

8.15.2007

Depressed

Even though I'm incredibly depressed

Choir was still amazing =]
And I start at rite aid today.

8.04.2007

=]]]]





Well as we know my 18th is coming in about a month.
So if you wanna buy me something *wink wink*
Here's a couple of ideas haha


http://www.kaboodle.com/misskatherineleigh




8.03.2007

Bored

Have I ever told you that Bob Saget is incredibly lame and not funny.

Sorry its just I always end up posting when Funniest Home Videos is on =\

Wellll I start at Rite Aid next week and as usual life in pretty uneventful.

I'ma be 18 in like a month!! YAY!!

=]

10 more days til school =\

My tummy hurts and I'm gonna go to sleep

8.02.2007

Rite Aidddd

I start next week =]

7.31.2007

Rite Aid

Interview tomorrow at 12:30

=]

Registration

Well I went to registration today and unlike the last time I went to registration it fortunately only took 10 minutes. Which is way better than two and a half hours.

Unfortuantely my counselor wasn't there so I don't know what classes I'm taking and I won't know until the tenth.

Rawrrr...?

Duke is going to talk to the manager at Rite Aid to see whats going down.

Yeppp

7.30.2007

School

I'm getting pretty excited about school with registration tomorrow and all.

I'm really excited to graduate =]

I'm gonna take my classes at granada and I think that I'm going to take a Child Development class and a Intro to Business class just to experiment.

I hope to get the job at Rite Aid to just to have a bit of money, but whatever I really just want a small job so I have a little bit of money.

I guess I should go to sleep cuz I'm waking up at 6AM

Later

=\

I like to spin around in circles until I throw up.

I'm bored.

I wish Rite Aid would call and hire me =[

I'm going to registration tomorrow.

7.28.2007

Ssneads

i wlil nveer be petryt or sninky or samrt

i wlil neerv be ayghnint ttah i wtna to be

i wlli nrvee gte to wrea a bkniii

my shmaotc wlil nveer be ftla

i wlil awlyas be fta adn ulyg

i wn'to aomslhiccp agynihnt iprtntmoa

i wlli ayaswl be a sda lttlie gril

7.27.2007

Summer =[

Wells its been one hell of a summer and I'm kind of thankful that its almost gonna be over.

I pulled off a B in Geometry which isn't half bad considering that I missed a shit load of days due to the passing away of my step father Richard Bashara.

R.I.P
Richard N Bashara.
7.10.07

Ricardo and I had the biggest fight of all time, but thank goodness that everything is okay there.

I'm stressing out about next year.
I have registration on monday.
I'm sick.
I got my belly button pierced.
I finally have my birth certificate.

I have a headache that won't go away.

I don't have a job at the moment, but I will probably get hired at Rite Aid and get to work with my homay Duke.

I'm very sad that the last Harry Potter book came out and I read it in a day.

Bob Saget is a very not funny moron.

I still have a headache and really want to throw up.

I'm tired and I miss my baby Ricardo.

I hate the hot. =[

Good night.

7.11.2007

=\

Fine is far from what I am.
But don't worry about me.
I just don't want to talk to anybody right now.
R.I.P
Richard N Bashara
7.10.07

6.10.2007

News!

Haha I'm transferring Del Tacos again.

I'm moving down the street to the pretty much brand new not even a year old Del Taco on Sepulveda and Nordhoff. They have pretty touch screen registers and everythings not ghetto! YAY! Well yeah.

Besides that, I have summer school tomorrow *fart noise*

That's all

6.07.2007

Flicker Candles
Shine some light upon my troubled soul
Fill my life with something more than darkness
Drink me into to your shivering light
And help me fight the world
Reflect my inner desires
Play tricks on my eyes
Let me see what I want to see
And I will be nothing more
Than what I am...

What am I?
A troubled girl.
With a distorted image
Living on this hell that we choose to call earth.

6.05.2007

=]

I'm very happy with myself. For my classes,
Web Design: A
Geometry: C+
Spanish: A

And I rewarded myself.
I found a bag that is cute anddd I bought it haha.

=]

6.03.2007

You know what =]

I almost gave up...again.
I didn't though.
I finally finished junior year haha.

Just like .5 seconds ago.
I finished my class and the deadline is 20 minutes away.
And I'm so proud of myself.
I seriously got lazy and unmotivated but I didn't give up and I finished.
I'm so happy for me, for once. =]

I have summer school on the 11th so I can get ahead in my senior year.
I swear I'm gonna make this coming year amazing.
I'm going to do all the senior stuff that I wasn't going to do before. I'll go to prom and maybe even homecoming. I've only been to two dances during my whole high school experience. One okay one and one horrible one. I'm going to make my senior year count because it really does for me.

SO HAHAHA in all those peoples faces who thought I would quit and never finish. Because I didn't and now that I'm there and I can actually like touch it I don't want to let go. I will finish. And next year on May 31 I will walk across that stupid stage and get my diploma. Cap, gown, and tassle. Okay world.

Nothing is going to get in my way.
Watch out world.
Katherine Campbell has found her inspiration!

5.29.2007

*sigh*

Well I get my check today and as soon as my money is in my account I'm going to join the gym. Then I'm going to go for an hour every day.

I want to lose weight before I'm 18.

God I'm going to be 18.

Then, I'll be bored when I get there and think it isn't that great haha.

But I can drive and get piercings and tatoos and I could live alone or whatever.

I guess it is pretty cool.

Chyeaahh..

I dunno what to say. I've been writing short stories more than poems lately. It's pretty cool I guess. They're all really like angry and sad though. Mostly about dying haha. I was thinking of another one before I went to sleep but I can't remember. Probably because it was actually going to be happy. I dunno maybe it will come back to me. Haha.

So I'm actually going to graduate..next year haha.

Oh well better late than never. It makes me all sad though because everyone is graduating. Oh well. I'm a happy Katie.

So bitch Flavia is gone for ten days so no dealing with her. I wish she would stay in Colorado forever.

Ewww I have to go to Summer School. Which is gay. School for summer. I was all excited that school was over on Friday.

I'm almost done. Which is cool. I have a D in geometry though. Oh well as long as its over with. I hope I don't fail. =[

Thats about it.
Later

5.25.2007

I should make a book of poetry

It shall be called
"Poetry for the Mentally Deranged"

I swear. I feel so weird.
My latest work of art???

Evil Eyes
Empty promises
Broken lies
I've come to hate
Those evil eyes
Don't cry
You're only dead inside
So go ahead
Kill yourself
You're already dead
And we can laugh together
As we tumble into bed
And mumble on about our nightmares
Mirror Mirror
On the wall
Who is the deadest one of all
I AM I AM
Ask again
Mirror Mirror
On the wall
Who is the most beautiful of them all
How can you be beautiful
When you are so dead
Empty promises
Broken lies
I've come to hate
Those evil eyes
Katherine Campbell

5.22.2007

=]

Still sad and bagless.

But I'm pushing myself to finish school and I know I've said this about 1000000000000 times but to lose weight too. I'm getting really disgusted by myself.

I'm trying to like not waste my money all at one time.
I think that right now I wanna buy new shoes for work considering I've had my blistery foot crampy shoes for over a year now and they are way over worn. So that will average out to about $45-50 and I want to get my nails prettyified averaging from $15-20.

For my next check I will join the gym. Its $100 down and $19/month after that. Then I'll be happy. I'm trying to find some shoes right now, but its me and I hate decisions.

5.20.2007

=[

I'm a very sad Katie.

I found this bag when I went to California Adventure.

It wasss soooooooooo freakin' cute and I fell in love with it.

I had no money =[

I couldn't buy it.

Now I can't find it anywhere =[

And I can't find a bag that I love like I love that one.

So I'm sad and bagless.

=[[[[[[

5.18.2007

Well

Blogger has its good days and bad days
Most are pretty bad cuz blogger likes to be a big asshole and not work.

Well, as of today, I am once again a shift leader =]
And mahn am I happy about my raise =]

WoOt.

I'm having issues in my brain. Like what to I really want to be.
I wish I could just be like everything.

I look at teaching and sometimes I think the only reason I want to is because its right in front of me. My freaking whole family (mom's side) teaches. My grandma, my cousin, my mom, and kinda my aunt. It's like grawrrrr.

I dunno I've really been thinking. I really want to write. It's just what I do. I wanna be like a reporter. Like get right in the middle of the stupid drama of the world and write about it. Haha, that is a reporter right. I've come to understand that I feed off of drama no matter whose it is. I want to know everything about everything. Then writing is just the best part about it.

Is that bad?!

That is a reporter right?

But what if I just couldn't ever be what I wanted. I mean I'm barely getting through high school and I'm now regretting which I HATE.

And...I don't know. I'm thinking too much about the future and I hate that too. grawrr.
What if I don't make it and I disappoint myself. I mean there's so much I've wanted to do, but it is always like there's something there to make me not good enough.

And what the fuck..do I WANT to be stuck in stupid Del Nasty for the rest of my life???!!!
=/

Rawr I hate being at this point.

I want to DO something.
Not teach something. =[

5.03.2007

4.25.2007

whats happened...

Nothing bad.

I'm pretty much awesome these days.
I've been like incredibly happy which is a change.

I've been doing testing at Granada and there was volleyball tryouts.
Umm. The volleyball team I'm coaching is 2-1.
We lost the first game due to a really bad ref.

Um. Works cool.
Everyone who works there is really nice.
Ricardo is amazing as usual.
No problems there.

Yesterday we went with his friends to play pool at someplace in winnetka.
He was so cute, cuz he didn't know how to play. =]

Ummm.
I think that is about it.

i will be incredibly super extremely happy when I get my check =]
Okay. I have to go do schoolwork right now or I'm going to fail.

Later

4.18.2007

I'm trying

Well I spoke with the volleyball coach at granada and she wants to see me play which is cool. I hope hope hope I make it =]

I'm trying to write and find inspiration and all that fun stuff but it's not really working. I guess after all the writing I've done, I'm done. Which may be sad, but true. I should write a book haha and it should be a best seller and get thousands of dollars. Then, I can be rich and happy and do whatever I want haha.

Only one problem, what should my bestselling novel be about?

Mehh.

Okay maybe I should write a novel with someone who has a brain unlike me. =\

Yeah. I'm currently bored and I could be at work but I think I'll go at seven. yepp.

4.13.2007

Paradise

This is the last thing that I ever wrote. It's from 2006. All I know is that I wrote it for Ricardo and ever since my inspiration has been gone. And yes, in my paradise the smoke can be shiny.


Paradise

Enter into my paradise
Where hungry cats feed upon dead rats and mice
Incandescent smoke flows throughout the air
Greedy fingers rake through stringy hair
Then you came to this beautiful place
I could hear your name, but not see your face
The darkness caved it, that's when I fell
Slower -- deeper -- into my hell
Would you come after me?
And be the one to make me see
That this isn't paradise at all
Just an easy place to fall
That's when I felt the rain on my face
And ran further for cover in this hellish place
But something stopped me and I think I know what
It was your hand and that kiss which pulled me out of that rut
The rain stopped and a light shined through
I found myself
But more importantly you
You see?
Through all the pain, fear, hatred, and my broken heart
I finally found your hand
In the dark
Katherine Leigh Campbell 2006
Steal it && Die =]
Help me find my inspiration
I think I lost it somewhere in Granada Hills.

4.11.2007

Grr

Stupid Blogger is retarded.
It won't let me have a pretty layout =[

So it's stupid and boring and ugly now.

grawrr.

I'm pretty bored and I feel nasty. I barfed like 2 times already and I have a headache.
It's quite lovely.

I wanna sleep, but I'm not sleepy.

=[

bad day.

Except for I think Ricardo and me are going to go to Ballys again, because they keep trying to charge his account.

4.10.2007

I hope this post works

The last few posts I've tried to make have been fart heads and wouldn't show up. I hope this one works. Haha

Well guess where I'm going to work?
Del Taco haha, but not for stupid Pedro.
I'm going to work in another Del Taco for Anilu yay!

Story on Anilu.
She was the assistant manager at Pedro's Del Taco, but when they opened the new Del Taco on Nordhoff & Sepulveda the manager of what is now Anilu's store went to the brand new one and Anilu is now the GM of the one I'm going to work at. So I called her today and asked if she would hire me and she said yeah. YAY!

And she's like super awesome haha.
Yep and I know Aidee who took the class with me works there haha.

But yeah thats about all.

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3.29.2007

3.26.2007

Haha I joined a karaoke site

http://www.singshot.com/user.html?userId=71244

If you want to hear me sing slightly off key go there haha

3.11.2007

Wow!

It's a very fortunate thing when blogger actually lets me sign on. It doesn't like me, it won't remember me =[

Things are pretty good right now. I guess you could say that I got my priorities in order. I don't have a job anymore I quit them all =]
Online school is pretty great I have a 100% in geometry haha.

Since I quit my jobs I actually have room to organize what I need to do. I know this way I will finish stupid high school and move on to college. I have actually found my college of choice =]

It's The Master's College in Santa Clarita. It has three things that I want to major in, but I'll choose two when I get there. I'll be graduated in December 2008 from H.S.

So right now, life is school and coaching volleyball. I actually hope that I can start playing again. Well that's about all.

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3.01.2007

Songs about Katie

Katie, Katie I'm sorry that in your condition
The sunshine's been missing but Katie,
Don't believe that it isn't there.
Oh and Katie, Katie be happy
This world can be ugly, but isn't it beautiful?
We're not really here, and we're really not there
We're really not there.
- Something Corporate

Katie will you come true for me
Come by some time when I'm awake
Everyone else just lies to me, yeah
They say you're a dream
Will you step into the light from the screen
So that I can make out your shape
You don't need to tell me anything because
I know what you mean
- Son, Ambulance

Oh whatcha gonna do, Katie?
You're a sweet sweet girl.
But It's a cruel, cruel world
a cruel, cruel world.
My safety pins are none too strong
they hold my life together
And I never say never
I never say never again
-Libertines

Of a face full of words
You’d think that a few would be right
But I tried the rest out
Driving home last night
Ear drums numb
Safety glass on the floor
Should’ve called you last night
But I had to get more
By going back to your house
Back from the dead
Maybe I’ll forget what Katie said
-The Matches


You know what's wierd
All the songs with my name are really sad or angry..
Wtf mate?

2.25.2007

What an emo

"Once you feel you aren't being challenged enough, that's when you need to start making challenges for yourself.." -Collette Williams (OFL Teacher)

I guess she's right. She was my teacher just before I gave up school completely. I went to give her my books and pick up my transcripts because I'm going to start a new program at Granada. Online school. I think it's pretty sweet because even though I'm going to be taking school online, I will still have the option of taking classes in the actual school. I'm also allowed to be on any sports team or performing arts. I can go to all the dances and participate in everything. So even though I will be home schooling I will still get the high school experience that wouldn't have been offered to me anywhere else.

Other than starting school. I quit all my jobs. =D
It's one thing to be 17 and have a part time job, but two full times was a bit much. I'm less stressed out and have some more breathing room and this way I can really focus on finishing up with school.

I'll start up school for sure next week. I'm really angry at myself for not pushing myself when I should've. Now I have to spend an extra year in HS, but instead of just giving up and feeling sorry for myself I should just get over it and finish.

Well anyways HELLO KITTY TIME!!

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2.06.2007

So far in 07'

I haven't sang
I haven't danced
I haven't written one word that means something to me

I haven't receieved calls from old friends
I haven't gone anywhere outside of granada hills
I haven't even cleaned my room, not that it's that dirty.

I haven't spoke out or stuck up for myself. My tummy hurts and I always feel like I wanna cry. I haven't achieved any dreams, but I can always make another nightmare and another tear. I'll never know why I messed up. I wish I had someone to help me out someone who could've told me I really wasn't doing the right thing. I wish that someone had at least a little control over me.

But wishes never do come true do they?

1.30.2007

Quiznos

Started at quiznos today and it's like a major break from del taco. I mean even during lunch rush its just like whatever. People actually know what a JOB is. Sue starts on wednesday too so YAY!

1.27.2007

Change of Plans

Well Subhangi and me are going to join that gym. I was wrong its actually cheaper than LA Fitness so yeah, and life is cool cuz she's going to work at quiznos with me haha. Oh and I'm going to be in choir so there. I miss choir so much and yeah. It was like my one escape.

I'm trying now to aim for a life that's a little more than sleep, eat, work.
I'm bored of being bored.
I'm still a kid and I do need to live a little.

Chyeahh.
Well that's about it.
Later

1.26.2007

Yep

Sorry for the lack of updates always but my life is pretty boring
I got a job at quiznos and i start on monday for 8 dollars an hour and I'm going to get 40+ hours.
SO I'll most likely quit at Del Taco.
And the gym thing next to ralphs is more expensive than la fitness so psha!

That's about it.

Later

1.16.2007

The Daily Grind

I would soo totally love working at the Daily Grind and then again I wouldn't mind not getting it either because it's an awesome place to chill.

I dunno.

I really do want the job there. The manager is way cool.

OOH! I think that the empty store thingy next to Ralph's is going to be a gym type thing. I'm excited. =D

Yay!

Yeah. That's pretty much it.

1.15.2007

Cross your fingers & your toes

Yeah.
You're eyes and nose too.

I think I might've scored a second job at a totally chill coffee shop.
The Daily Grind.

=D

Im praying!
So then I probably won't have to quit at Del Taco.

I'll work mornings at Daily Grind
and nights at Del Taco.

So then I'll have money!

Woot!

And my life will once again be free from problems.
Subhangi and me and ricardo went on a job hunt today.
It was totally awesome.

1.08.2007

rawrawr!

1.06.2007

Somebody motivate me!!!

I need a walking buddy or I'll never get off my fat ass to exercise.

Rawr. =|

Work Plan

I'm so sick of Del Taco and so are all my friends that work there. We've formed an alliance that's so freakin' awesome! Duke, Shannon, Subhangi, Solomon, and me all wanna give our two weeks notice next tuesday haha. Then the stupid manager won't have anybody and he'll have a good taste of his own medicine. =]

That's like all of his cashier and shift leaders.

They're hiring like crazy at fatburger on devonshire.
They have two openings for shift leaders aka Duke and me and they have five for team members sue, shannon, and solomon.

It would be so freakin' awesome.

And I would like barely ever eat there cuz I don't like the food.

=]

I love evil plans

1.05.2007

Happy 2007....Farewell 2006
What is your name:katherine.leigh
How old will you be on your 2007 b-day:18 and finally free!!
What were you doing when 2007 came in:Working
What was the first thing that made you laugh in 2007:Ricardo
What was the first thing that made you mad:Pedro - my manager
Sad:My job
Who was your first visitor in 2007:Haha no one yet
Who was your last visitor in 2006:Maura?
Who was the first phone call wishing you a Happy New Year:I didn't get any haha
Have you cried in 2007 yet:No
Have you yelled at someone in 2007 yet:Yeah
Have you been intimate in 2007 yet:Yeah
Who is the first person you called in 2007:Well Duke cuz Solomon didn't show up for gyard
What is your resolution for 2007:To lose 30lbs by my bday
What has 2007 been like so far:pretty swell actually
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1.03.2007

New Year New Job

Resolutions:

1. Lose 30lbs by my birthday
2. Find a new job
3. Save Money