*sigh*

Well I get my check today and as soon as my money is in my account I'm going to join the gym. Then I'm going to go for an hour every day.

I want to lose weight before I'm 18.

God I'm going to be 18.

Then, I'll be bored when I get there and think it isn't that great haha.

But I can drive and get piercings and tatoos and I could live alone or whatever.

I guess it is pretty cool.

Chyeaahh..

I dunno what to say. I've been writing short stories more than poems lately. It's pretty cool I guess. They're all really like angry and sad though. Mostly about dying haha. I was thinking of another one before I went to sleep but I can't remember. Probably because it was actually going to be happy. I dunno maybe it will come back to me. Haha.

So I'm actually going to graduate..next year haha.

Oh well better late than never. It makes me all sad though because everyone is graduating. Oh well. I'm a happy Katie.

So bitch Flavia is gone for ten days so no dealing with her. I wish she would stay in Colorado forever.

Ewww I have to go to Summer School. Which is gay. School for summer. I was all excited that school was over on Friday.

I'm almost done. Which is cool. I have a D in geometry though. Oh well as long as its over with. I hope I don't fail. =[

Thats about it.
Later

I should make a book of poetry

It shall be called
"Poetry for the Mentally Deranged"

I swear. I feel so weird.
My latest work of art???

Evil Eyes

Empty promises

Broken lies

I've come to hate

Those evil eyes

Don't cry

You're only dead inside

So go ahead

Kill yourself

You're already dead

And we can laugh together

As we tumble into bed

And mumble on about our nightmares

Mirror Mirror

On the wall

Who is the deadest one of all
I AM I AM

Ask again

Mirror Mirror

On the wall

Who is the most beautiful of them all

How can you be beautiful

When you are so dead

Empty promises

Broken lies

I've come to hate
Those evil eyes

Katherine Campbell

=]

Still sad and bagless.

But I'm pushing myself to finish school and I know I've said this about 1000000000000 times but to lose weight too. I'm getting really disgusted by myself.

I'm trying to like not waste my money all at one time.
I think that right now I wanna buy new shoes for work considering I've had my blistery foot crampy shoes for over a year now and they are way over worn. So that will average out to about $45-50 and I want to get my nails prettyified averaging from $15-20.

For my next check I will join the gym. Its $100 down and $19/month after that. Then I'll be happy. I'm trying to find some shoes right now, but its me and I hate decisions.

=[

I'm a very sad Katie.

I found this bag when I went to California Adventure.

It wasss soooooooooo freakin' cute and I fell in love with it.

I had no money =[

I couldn't buy it.

Now I can't find it anywhere =[

And I can't find a bag that I love like I love that one.

So I'm sad and bagless.

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Well

Blogger has its good days and bad days
Most are pretty bad cuz blogger likes to be a big asshole and not work.

Well, as of today, I am once again a shift leader =]
And mahn am I happy about my raise =]

WoOt.

I'm having issues in my brain. Like what to I really want to be.
I wish I could just be like everything.

I look at teaching and sometimes I think the only reason I want to is because its right in front of me. My freaking whole family (mom's side) teaches. My grandma, my cousin, my mom, and kinda my aunt. It's like grawrrrr.

I dunno I've really been thinking. I really want to write. It's just what I do. I wanna be like a reporter. Like get right in the middle of the stupid drama of the world and write about it. Haha, that is a reporter right. I've come to understand that I feed off of drama no matter whose it is. I want to know everything about everything. Then writing is just the best part about it.

Is that bad?!

That is a reporter right?

But what if I just couldn't ever be what I wanted. I mean I'm barely getting through high school and I'm now regretting which I HATE.

And...I don't know. I'm thinking too much about the future and I hate that too. grawrr.
What if I don't make it and I disappoint myself. I mean there's so much I've wanted to do, but it is always like there's something there to make me not good enough.

And what the fuck..do I WANT to be stuck in stupid Del Nasty for the rest of my life???!!!
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Rawr I hate being at this point.

I want to DO something.
Not teach something. =[

Aw how cute <33