Well

Blogger has its good days and bad days
Most are pretty bad cuz blogger likes to be a big asshole and not work.

Well, as of today, I am once again a shift leader =]
And mahn am I happy about my raise =]

WoOt.

I'm having issues in my brain. Like what to I really want to be.
I wish I could just be like everything.

I look at teaching and sometimes I think the only reason I want to is because its right in front of me. My freaking whole family (mom's side) teaches. My grandma, my cousin, my mom, and kinda my aunt. It's like grawrrrr.

I dunno I've really been thinking. I really want to write. It's just what I do. I wanna be like a reporter. Like get right in the middle of the stupid drama of the world and write about it. Haha, that is a reporter right. I've come to understand that I feed off of drama no matter whose it is. I want to know everything about everything. Then writing is just the best part about it.

Is that bad?!

That is a reporter right?

But what if I just couldn't ever be what I wanted. I mean I'm barely getting through high school and I'm now regretting which I HATE.

And...I don't know. I'm thinking too much about the future and I hate that too. grawrr.
What if I don't make it and I disappoint myself. I mean there's so much I've wanted to do, but it is always like there's something there to make me not good enough.

And what the fuck..do I WANT to be stuck in stupid Del Nasty for the rest of my life???!!!
=/

Rawr I hate being at this point.

I want to DO something.
Not teach something. =[